Trying to keep the Real Reason for the Season in the forefront

I have to be honest, this Christmas has been super stressful for us. Jon is laid off right now and unemployment has run out so he had to file an extension of his benefits. I haven't been able to do any Christmas shopping as of yet because we just didn't have any money. Well his umemployment check came yesterday so hopefully this weekend we will be able to get some shopping done, not much mind you, this Christmas is going to be slim pickings for sure. I am not worried about buying anybody else any presents except for my kids. They are my main priority. 

I am trying to get take the mindset that my kids understand what we are going through, after all they are old enough to but sometimes I don't think that they do. I think that they are tired of not having any money to do extra things like a lot of their friends get to. I am so sorry for that. I too wish that we were able to take more vacations and do more things as a family than we have been able to do. Perhaps this year will be different. Let's hope so.

I have no idea on what to buy them for Christmas. I know a few things that Kayla wants but Parker is another story. He said that he would like some new clothes which is a shocker there b/c he has never cared for those kinds of presents in the past. Perhaps he is growing up?? lol. I know that he still wants a couple toys so perhaps not too grown up yet. I am not ready for that yet. 

Jon has been working for a man at church for the past couple weeks. I am thankful for that bacause hopefully that money will help ease the burden that I am feeling during this stressful time. I just need to concentrate on the real reason for the season and that is our Lord Jesus Christ's birth. HE is the the real reason that we are even here. The fact that everything is so commercialized I am sure just saddens HIM. I need to keep this in mind when all the hustle and bustle of this season seems to take over. I need to just have some quiet time and reflect on this and the fact that I am so blessed beyond belief. I have a wonderful husband who loves me, 2 beautiful children whom I adore, a loving family and friends. These are the most important things in the world to me!

I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas and a Wonderful, Blessed New Year.